December 2011
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Good day yesterday
Even though I had to work yesterday I ended up having a pretty good day. Some of my calls got marked and even though I don’t follow our call scripts exactly they said they were really good and my average handle time is really low which is what they are aiming for. So my team leader said my call demonstrate a good call without all the bullshit that our quality team are trying to make us do...
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Back to the daily grind
Went back to work today after the long weekend. It was oh so hard. I hardly slept last night too which didn’t help. I was sooo tired today. Made it even harder to work. Had a few arsehole customers but whats new really. And the day dragged on so much.
Yesterday my fiancé and I were waiting around all day to hear when my Uncle, Aunty and cousin were going to my parents. Finally I text my dad...
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Xmas day and boxing day
Who needs kids when you have dogs?! My fiancé and I got woken up at 4:30am by my Aussie Shepherd opening her Xmas present. Somehow she managed to pick her present out from under the tree (it was right beside my other little dogs) and opened it up. She was so excited and it was so cute! So then my little Maltese cross had to open part of his present. Haha. Then it was back to sleep for mummy and...
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Merry Christmas!
Wishing all my followers a very Merry Christmas!! I hope Santa is kind to you and you have a day full of joy and happiness!! Stay safe and take care! Luv u! xoxo
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Xmas Eve and stuff
Been pretty busy last couple of days, finishing off Christmas shopping and catching up with people. Been catching up with my Uncle, Aunty and little cousin from WA. She is so cute and lots of fun.
Last night we went for a drive to Aarat lookout with Jezza’s younger bro, his GF and 2 of their friends. It was actually really fun and I didn’t mind hanging out with younger people. Was...
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Anorexia isn’t skipping a meal
Bulimia isn’t making yourself puke every once in a while
Self injury isn’t taking a razor to your skin when he breaks up with you (again)
Drug addiction isn’t trying it one time
Bipolar isn’t not sleeping for 2 nights.
Schizophrenia isn’t seeing things when your high
MPD isn’t acting like someone your not because you’re upset
Depression isn’t...
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Lite n easy day 1
So I started on lite n easy again today. I am doing the 7 day and all the meals. My start weight is 88.8kg and my first goal is 85kg. I figure slow and steady so I don’t get too discouraged. Today’s food was yum, I enjoyed it.
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Another hallucination.
I hallucinated again the other night. Was lying in bed when suddenly I thought this big weird arse looking spider thing was dangling down and coming for me. It kinda looked like a kids drawing with crazy legs that were moving all over the place. I freaked out. It took my fiancé a while to calm me and I made him check everywhere for it before he could convince me there was nothing there.
Once my...
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Obsession
So I don’t think I mentioned this, but the weekend that Jezza came down, on the way home from picking him up from the airport we saw a bad car accident. A guy in a old 90’s model ford van had run off the road and hit a tree head first. No emergency crews were there yet, though there were 3 or 4 cars stopped. The guy looked seriously messed up and I thought he was dead. He was hanging...
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Pumped
My lite n easy came today so I start it tomorrow! I am really keen to lose weight and want to work really hard to achieve it. I have been on it before and was losing weight and then sorta fell off the band wagon. I can’t really remember why, whether I lost motivation, got sick or what, but this time I want to stick to it.
I got practically no sleep last night. And when I did sleep it...
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I have been sick the last few days. Colitis playing up again, hurting and making me incredibly tired. I need a new immune system. Not much has been happening, I went shopping with my fiancé and mum last night to pick out a dinner set for my mum to buy me for Christmas. I got a nice white one with black trimmings, it’s kinda hard to explain. I think it looks modern though. Mum bought 2 of...
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The Nightmare Before Christmas...
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Busy weekend!
I had an incredibly busy weekend, but it was pretty good. On Friday I finally worked up the courage to go down the street by myself and do shopping. I kept putting it off for ages and didn’t go until after lunch. I did get very stressed out and over it. I got most of what I wanted to do done though. I ran into my friend K that lives around the corner and he came with me to find a shop that I...
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Anxious
I am feeling a bit anxious today. I have a lot I need to do and I need to do or by myself. I need to go get a blood test which is ok, they don’t bother me. But I also need to go down the street alone and it’s going to be really busy and I hate when it’s busy and crowded.
Then I have my work Christmas party tonight which I was talked into going by my mate. I wasn’t planning...
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Xmas lights!
I went with my sis and her friend to look at Christmas lights tonight. It was heaps of fun. There were quiet a few good ones that were sooo pretty. I like this time of year. It’s one of my favourite times of year. I enjoy spending it with friends and family. And buying presents for people. Good times!
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Wedding plans
So I have started thinking about my wedding. I never really thought I would be one to get into the whole wedding thing as it never really interested me or even appealed to me that much. But now that it’s happening I am excited.
I have asked my only sister to be my maid of honour and I’m not following the so called normal tradition, because I am having Jezza stand with me as my man of...
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I hate having Colitis
It has been playing up lately, which yes it has been my own fault. I have ran out of my mesalazine medication for it, been drinking a lot and not eating very well. Basically not looking after my body.
I have been getting bad stomach cramps and heaps of blood in my poop. It’s not cool. It also makes me incredibly tired as my body can’t take in the nutrients it needs. I was so tired...
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Weekend n stuff
Had a pretty awesome weekend. Saturday was a really lazy day and spent the day playing ps3 and talking to our friends in QLD. Lots of fun there. Then Saturday night I went with one of my friends M from around the corner to the Meredith Music Festival. It was amazing. I love going there, been a few times now! It’s always such an amazing atmosphere, everyone is so friendly and they always have...
You know you have BPD when someone kindly tells...
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Mental illness update
So things have been up and down. Mostly up with a couple of extreme meltdowns thrown in there. Leading up to the cruise and on the cruise I was great. The only thing I did was scratch at a mozzie bite until it bled a bit. That wasn’t because I was depressed, it was more I just couldn’t help myself and wanted to see some blood.
I think looking forward to the cruise, the Eminem concert...
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Cruise
Sorry it’s taken me so long to post about our holiday, it’s taken me a bit to get back in the swing of things. But now I will update you all on our holiday.
So we flew to Sydney the day before we boarded the cruise ship. The ship was called the Pacific Pearl. We shopped, went to galaxy land and then in the evening climbed the Sydney Harbour Bridge. It was amazing. When we got to the...
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I'm back!
Hey guys, long time no talk. Soo much has happened in the last 3 weeks, some good stuff and some bad. I don’t have time for a big post right now but will fill you in over the next week or so. But here’s a quick run down: went on 2 week cruise overseas, got engaged, went to the Eminem concert, had massive fights with my fiancé and wanted to kill myself. Crazy shit. More details to come...